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| Monday, November 15th, 2004 | | 12:16 am |
Hey Everyone!
Andy, I got your letter and I have a few words in response real fast. First Id like to say whats up everyone? Nothing to much on this end. I moved into a new place and its nice. I really am having the time of my life. But as of the letter you wrote me, I just have to say that if this new girl in your life is willing to accept you as is knowing everything you have done, than I beleave you might want to try to keep her around. That is if everything you wrote me was true. If not, for the sake of her, you might want to give you two some time. you really get yourself better, and yes, I said better, because nothing you ever did to me was normal or okay, and I think we know that. But good luck, I hope you make this girl happy. Because I just want you to know, the worst thing you ever did out of everything was being able to look me in the face and lye, not once or twice, but on a daily basis. But that is okay because I have moved on from that time, but maybe for this new girl, things can be better. For yourself, change yourself. You need it. No we will never have nice words, because the things you did were not right. I am not perfect, but when it comes to me having an attitude with you or having a day where I was mean or rude or inpolite, nothing tops the things you did. Stalking is a different level of wrong. But I hold some blame myself...well here I am writing a book as well and frankly that isn't what I meant to do so I'm going to try to end a bit faster to re-move on with my life. But this is what I am really trying to say, yes we did end on a very bad note, but thats the past and the present is passing as we speak, another words, its gone and passed and its time for us both to move on. For the times you miss me, I hope you think about some of the tings you did and seriously feel regret because that tiny torture you would get from knowing what you did would make me feel a little more like you really understand how NOT okay that is. But its time for me to go on with my life and enjoy someone who treats me beter than I have ever been treated. And the best thing hes ever done? Be bluntly honest, and I need that. Honesty to me that is number one important. Thank you Eddie for making my life that much more complete. And Andy, I would concider some life changes for you. Not for ANYONE besides yourself. That was the most true thing you ever said. This ones for you. I have to go now. Its late. Good bye Andy | | Wednesday, April 28th, 2004 | | 12:50 pm |
Arg
my presentation was supposed to be 20 minutes but is only 17 so far!!! aHHHH | | Wednesday, April 21st, 2004 | | 12:29 pm |
Hey!
Sam, I went to your house yesterday and no one was there. But Ill see you soon I hope!!! Shelby! Hey cutie! I am off tonight! Come over to Jakes! Ill be there!! Or call his house (7270252) and Ill come get you (because jake knows where places are! Okay? If you can that is :)) I am going to marry you! Love you guys! LeeAnn Current Mood:  horny | | Monday, April 19th, 2004 | | 12:36 pm |
Hey Everyone :)
Spring Break is over and it kills me. But I am excited it is my last spring break EVER!!! *that means I graduate* whoo whoo! My boyfriend is so great. we were together the whole break and hes just the sweetest guy. He treats me better than I deserve. I have some pictures of him finally. People are always asking why I don't have pictures of him on me but now I do. Hes a cutie :) I never talk to anyone anymore. If I remembered the way to Shelby's house I would go over there someday. I never ever thought to go to Sams over break. She was probably out of town anyways...but anyone free soon? | | Thursday, April 1st, 2004 | | 12:46 pm |
..................................... :) I am excited :) .................................
This weekend is going to be great. I just hope that it works out okay. I had yesterday off, so me and Jen went shopping. We had so much fun. We tryed on all these clothes trying to match, but we didn't find anything worth spending money on. We liked some stuff but desided to go to applebees instead. We had the best food ever. Yumm....*orgazmik* But anyways, I am going to go party this weekend and get drunk off my ass, but not like last weekend, because last weekend was torcher the next morning. I talked to Christy the other day. God I miss her. *withdrawls* She is so pretty. She died her hair back blonde, and its streaky *smile* She said Jake said we were GREAT... that made me feel better. That is the best type of compliment, the one that you hear someone said to someone else, so you know thier not lieing. But yesterday, Jakes mom came and took him from his dads because of his grades...I thought she was going to keep him for a while (which is what she said) and if that happened I wouldn't be able to see him much at all... she lives so far away...now everyone, a little update for you... I met this girl named Shelby... I don't know her last name, and Im shocked I remember her first name because I was so drunk when I met her. Shes awsome. She has a livejournal too www.livejournal.com/users/acid_christ go see how pretty she is :) she saw me naked...lol....Angel told me... I forgot until the next night. I guess she wasn't the only one either, but I don't care really. It was only a couple of us...and its kind of funny if you think about it....sort of...blah... Current Mood:  embarrassedCurrent Music: Pink Floyddark side of the moon | | Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004 | | 11:51 am |
I hate this school
Why are thier no noral girls at this school that I can hang out with? I am on a mission to find a normal friend. Someone who isn't a fucking idiot. Anyone. I want a friend like Christy was until she got in that reltionship. Someone who wants to talk to you at 3 in the morning, party with you (its fun, sorry) go shopping with you, double date with you. that stuff. Anyone out thier? Current Mood:  lonely | | Thursday, March 18th, 2004 | | 12:01 pm |
| | Monday, March 15th, 2004 | | 11:44 am |
~*^*^~*^*^*~It's senior exit time again guys!!!~*^*^*~*^*~
I am so bored....ahhh....okay I have some news for the world... I love weekends! I didn't want last weekend to...end. It was so fun. I had my fair share of partying, and having fun (along with work, but thats ok I don't mind). I am very dissappointed in BJ. Accually, right now I have no respect for her. Could care less if we talk for a while, but for maturity's sake, and my graduation, we have to do ur senior exit project together to get out of this hell hole, I mean learning envirnment. Shes only at school once a week anyways. I don't know if I am being irrational or not about our situation, so let me give you the short version and just be honest if I need to let this go... I got my nipples pierced... BJ saw... She said she wanted to... she went... she signed... she got... she liked... she flashed 2 guys at her job... they saw... they liked... poeple talk... poeple at work were talking... BJs mom shows up... hears talking... she gets caught... mom knows... moms mad... BJ feels bad... tells everyone its LeeAnn's fault... BJ is off the hook... LeeAnn is now the devil... (horrible influences...tisk tisk) BJ cannot take responcibility... LeeAnn find out from BJ... BJ says "I defently wouldn't have flashed them if it wasn't for you"... LeeAnn gets pissed... writes a short story of the situation... LeeAnn scrolls up... LeeAnn realizes the story isn't that short... LeeAnn wants a response from you :) Current Mood:  curiousCurrent Music: Alanis Morisette (found out this morn shes an open nudist!) | | Friday, March 5th, 2004 | | 12:00 pm |
| | Thursday, March 4th, 2004 | | 12:27 pm |
Hey guys!
I miss my guy. Its been a while. I hope I can see him tonight but I am in senior exit and got caught on here yesterday so I guess I have to go, love you guys bye Current Mood: bored | | Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004 | | 11:41 am |
What is going on?
I wish I just knew what I was... Current Mood:  anxiousCurrent Music: District Sleeps Alone Tonight-- Postal Service | | Monday, March 1st, 2004 | | 11:40 am |
About Today
Nothing much going on...I have an 1800 word essay due at the end of the period.....I have 200 words....yeah right. Good luck me. I want to see Passions of the Christ. Yay, my cars in the shop and today is my day off. This is boring. Got to go | | Thursday, February 26th, 2004 | | 11:53 am |
For those of you who know me, and about me, you know BJ, whos my friend (lover) and she just got a livejournal! its website is www.livejournal.com/users/diva_lawhorn visit her and comment. shes a sweety and we love her for it :) bye everyone READ POST BELOW AND RESPOND :):):) | | 11:47 am |
I need your help!!!
Do you guys like the mystic blue colors better or the red and black? I am bored and am messing with it, I think I like the blues. (my favorite color) everyone respond! Current Mood:  highCurrent Music: 50 cent? | | Tuesday, February 24th, 2004 | | 12:28 pm |
Note To Someone!!!
Sam! Thats who. Update your journal, or tell me whats going on. Your killin me girl. Your being so secretive about your life now...sad. Update. Ashley, you too. Thats all for today. Bj says hi everyone. buhbye Current Mood:  tiredCurrent Music: "Brand New Colonie" By The Postal Service | | Monday, February 23rd, 2004 | | 12:04 pm |
Senior Exit
Yes I am. I am still in the class and this is crazy. I am so tired. I can't understand why we need this class. Yo yo. Happy college for Ashey!!! Whoo whoo. I don't know if I have enough money for college. Seriously. I am accepted and I am in, but as far as money goes (no grants) I am broke. I am going into work today and telling them I am only going to work 4 days a week, and NOT Saterday or Sunday. My boyfriend keeps wanting to see me but I can't because of work. I got all my senior stuff today! In arobics we are going to play vollyball! Yay. I have my bellybutton pierced too, I forgot to tell you last time. What about all you guys? whats new in your life? update me!! | | Friday, February 20th, 2004 | | 12:12 pm |
In Senior Exit
Hey guys! Im in senior exit right now and I am trying ti find information needed for going Vegetarian~ (Im not) so reply if you have any fun facts or anything. yay. anyways, I have to work tonight (blah) and its killing me. I am starting to hate getting up and...moving around....and ....just being active. Arobics class is killing me too. all my muscles are soar all the time.we do palates....fun! they are my favorite. im going to ask if i can start working less. the hours are killing me there. ugh. i am so tired right now. ill prolly stop at my boyfriends house and nap before going to work today. blah...help me tired. everyone, i got my nipples pierced. heck yeah | | Friday, February 13th, 2004 | | 12:22 pm |
hey guys!
Hey boys and girls! come to lone star tonight!!! in senior exit right now so I have to go but I love you guys! bye now sweetys! | | Thursday, February 5th, 2004 | | 10:24 am |
| | 10:04 am |
We meet again
Im at school. Me and Angel just finished our project for History of Rock an Roll class. I think Christina is coming back to school soon. Shes coming to Madison and I am so excited! So, how has everyone been? Good I hope. I have been going crazy. I got a new job at Lone Star. I am a server, and I quit Brownsrun. Ill miss it. But I need more money for college. At Lone Star I only make 2.13 an hour, but I make up for it in tips. I think I have been doing well. Come out if you guys ever wanna see me. Ill sing happy birthday for you. lol. I have been hanging out with Christina alot lately. Thats all in this life, whats going on with you guys? |
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